I want to text my brother badly but my fingers are not moving and am not getting any words what to ask. i texted few words and deleted it again, i do not want to start because i fear there's bad news from that side.
Definitely, things are pretty serious from the voice i heard from you this morning. how can it be ? i am fucking scared the shit out of it. seems, there's a potential tsunami coming to your family, that will leave you grief stricken and us as well. seriously, i don't want to talk to you at the moment, i just want to be with you, hug you at least or be your side. i cannot imagine the pain you are going through these days.
is there a way i can help you ? you are no more a kid so that at least i could help you there or watch after you. i am sure, you are a man enough to handle your challenges. i am so sorry not to be there with you to fight for you. i am sorry brother i have left you alone to fight.i wish you to be brave to bear the sorrows you are going through. i hope you will stay with her (your wife) and give as much time as she needs. i am proud of you brother, fighting alone in a foreign land.
i will be with you and always no matter what.
love you
