A Bad dream

Wow!!!
What a f****d up dream. Its 8:40 in the morning. I felt like i wanted to slap my wife so hard who is sleeping quietly next to me. But no, it would be ridiculous. I just saw a dream and thank got its just a dream.

Going back to the dream.
I was informed that my wife ran to a guy. I can't believe thats was a second time. Second f****ng time. She had something with this guy in the past before i was introduced to her life. Furious , Definately !! I went to fetch her. I was on the road, riding bike or motorbike , cant exactly recollect.
I heard my mom at a distace, saying bad against my wife.i was hurt, i begged my mom not to say anymore hate speech. Well my mom is a hot tempered person.
I arrived at the place. My inlaws and my dad was already there. Oh i called this guy on the cellphone when i was on the way and commanded to be there. I wanted to give him a big punch as a settlement. I was sure he was younger than me so i called him junior (bhai).
Everybody took their seat, without any delay, i just addressed the issue. Ah there comes the couple and sat on my right , dad was on my left. Obviously, he sat her away from me. How ridiculous, he was holding her hand and she wasnt seem to be very resistant however showing little uneasy though.
I felt cold , i realized she is not panicked or cared much about the incident as if she wanted that. I couldnt stand their chit chat and the closeness by my side.
I forced my elders to come to the conclusion whether i can take my wife home or let her go. Somebody said that it was not her fault she was engaged to him before, which i was unknown to. And she was seperated because he has chinky eyes. Frankly, he was ugly, small chinky eyes and pointed nose.
Finally parents agreed to send her with me. So we prepared to leave. She got a key for a scooty and i asked, have you got your back? She said,"no, he is driving me home".
Wait!!! What!!!
This isnt acceptable. It is either me or him. I said,"you finalize now". There gathered crowd again.

.... i opened my eyes. I tried to figure out where i was. Oh i am on my bed by my wife next to.

...at the moment

Dear Blog,

I  want to text my brother badly  but my fingers are not moving and am not getting any words what to ask.  i texted few words and deleted it again, i do not want to start because i fear there's bad news from that side. 

Definitely, things are pretty serious from the voice i heard from you this morning. how can it be ? i am fucking scared the shit out of it.  seems, there's a potential tsunami coming to your family, that will leave you grief stricken and us as well.  seriously, i don't want to talk to you at the moment, i just want to be with you, hug you at least or be your side. i cannot imagine the pain you are going through these days. 

is there a way i can help you ? you are no more a kid so that at least i could help you there or watch after you. i am sure, you are a man enough to handle your challenges. i am so sorry not to be there with you to fight for you. i am sorry brother i have left you alone to fight.
i wish you to be brave to bear the sorrows you are going through. i hope you will stay with her (your wife) and give as much time as she needs. i am proud of you brother, fighting alone in a foreign land.
i will be with you and always no matter what.


 love you