i am back

wow!!! where have I been for this long? somehow , one of the idle corner of my mind told me that I have a blog. I came back after 2 whole year.

though, things have changed a lot. I am totally engaged with my wife these days. living with her has been a dream come true. After few year distance living, we have been together for almost 2 years by now.

ice sculpture 2013

I know there's not always wow moment but I like your presence. I feel good whenever you are close. It's not like I am ignoring you if I am not talking. I think its men's one of the usual characteristics to remain idle without cooking anything in mind. though our path haven't been that smooth all the time, I still like to travel with you and I always will. I haven't always given you the best moment you wanted but I know, the last person you want to be with, is me.

I am sorry I can't read your mind exactly but believe me I have always wanted to make you happy, I always wanted to give you. I know I am not perfect but I can be perfect match for you. I have been trying this all the time and I will, till my last breath.

 

 

शिर्षक बिना

अचानक निन्द्राबाट आँखा खुल्यो । सार्है तिर्खाएको रहेछु , बिस्तारै सिरक सारेर ओछ्यानबाट लसक्क झरे, अनी बिरालो चालमा किचन छिरे। केही बोटल थिए टेबलमा पानी भएको चाही उचालेर घट घट पिए । फर्किएर ओछ्यानमा पल्टिन्दै गर्दा हात लम्कएर मोबाईल न गरे , ए बिहानको ३:२४ भएको रहेछ। शरीरलाई पुन सिरकमा गुट्मुटाउदै फेरी निन्द्रामा डुब्ने कोस्स गरे।

असार १५ ( रोपाइको सम्झना )

दुई दिनको आबिरल झरी

खेतमा पानी टन्न भरी

त्यसपछी आमालाई मौका छोप्न हतारो

मलाई पनि साघाउन चटारो

अनी दौडाउथे गोरु बारी बारी

खेताला पनि देखिन्थे वारी पारी

डोकोभरी मौलाएका हरिया धानका बिऊ

पानीले निथ्रुक्क भिज्दै बोकेको त्यो जिऊ

सुरु हुन्थ्यो छ्यप्ल्यङ छुप्लुङ हिलो सँग पैठे जोरी

रोपरीहरु गाउँदै र रोप्दै आउथे एकोहोरी

केही बेरमा आमा आउनु हुन्थ्यो खाजा पोको पारी

खादा खाँदै थाहै नपाइ हुन्थ्यो पेट भरी

फर्किन्थ्योउ हिलोमा खाजा खाइवरी ,हतारिन्थ्योउ रोपाइ भ्याउन घाम छदै डाडा पारी

तर कहिले त हुन्थ्यो दिन ढलेर पनि आकाशमा चन्द्र

यस्तै गरी बितथ्यो हाम्रो असार पन्ध्र

कपुरको रुख

हावा : कोमलताका साथ मलाई सिङार्दै छ
मनस्थतीलाई अनुहारको प्रतिबिम्ब गर्छ
बादल : अगाडि बढ्ने बाटो छेकिदिन्छ
तर सबभन्दा निर्दोश दृष्‍टि छेक्न सक्दैन
सपना : स्त्रीहरुको स्वर्ग हो
भोली जस्तो भये पनि
मन : अलिकती उदासिन छ तर उपेछया गर्छु समयले मेरो पिर मेटाओस
म अगाडि बढी रहन्छु, कहिलेकाही अलमलिन्छु पनि
तर मायाको लागि हावा संगै पर्खि रहन्छु
म अगाडि बढीरहन्छु
मेरो मन फेरी खुल्दैन, त्य्स बेलाको मेरो सपना अझ पनि रमनिय छ
म तिमीलाई बुझाउन चाहन्छु
सदाको लगै तिमीलाई राम्रो होस् भन्ने
सुन्सान लाग्ला, धेरै पनि छैन थोरै पनि छैन
त्येस् बेलाका क्षण क्षणहरु
हांगा पातहरु हुर्किन्छंन, जरा दिगो गाडीनुपर्छ
हेर कपूरको रुख मुनी घटेका सुख, दु:ख मिलन र बिछोड
झरेका पातहरु युवा अवस्थामा फर्कनछन,
ति प्रत्यक् क्षणहरु
म तिमीलाई बुझाउन चाहन्छु, कहिले पनि म बिर्सनेछैन

Chusak holiday

I have been for five days trip to Japan, Nagoya.
May be around some hundreds miles away from capital tokyo, i found its in central japan.
wow !! it was so nice to meet my close college friend after soo long time. That same smile , same maintained figure. Actually without her my trip to nagoya have not been possible. i would be thankful forever for her hospitality in her cozy room and her roomie, a sweet sister was so frank and helpful. I forgot everything in presence of them except my mili he..he..
Thanks Jun and Yani for such a great moment to be remembered for my entire life.jun, U have been such a wonderful friend no matter what. Proud to have a friend like you. I wish u always.
From tomorrow i`ll go back again and i will miss u again but I won`t be far. I will be watching u and ur success.wish u again.
The moment of chill riding the tv tower, seeing the city in lights from the tower. Roaming centuries old nagoya castle,knowingly unknowingly engraving mili`s name on the coin ,visiting Nagoya port, aquarium. those all have been wonderful experience. thank u my friend for making it possible.I wish kamala , Rose, ghanashyam( TC`s friend) would have also here for the moment to share.
until next tym see u(mili says,don say goodbye instead see u)
4ever fren
kapil

spring 2010

Its almost been washed away all the the cherry blossom which bloomed for around last two weeks. Now the green leaves has sprouted.

Once again our university had put the beam lights under cherry blossom tree as an special effect during night. i went there twice those times. but this time i felt like those trees had gone old b'coz all the tree had not bore cherrie flowers. I was waiting for the spiring because i like taking pictures and i have bought my new DSLR.

A surprise video for my dear on her birthday.